Miscarried

Not too far along though, only 6 weeks when I miscarried. Usually people don't even know that they are pregnant at this point.
I will have to go in several time to see if my blood count goes down. If not, I will have to have a D and C. doesn't sound fun, so I hope they go down.
It really hasn't bothered me that this has happened. The Lord know what is best and this is all on his plan for me.

Due....

July 26th 2010

Pregnant!

Today I took a pregnancy test and found out that I am pregnant!! But not until after TYSON told ME....

I took a test mid-morning. I waited a minute and saw one very faint line then a good solid line on the test. I assumed that I wasn't. Only one line was nice and noticeable I thought. So I threw it away along with the box. My day continued. No big deal.
Tyson came home from work and I was in the kitchen cooking dinner. He came back downstairs after changing out of his suit and asked me what was in the garbage. I told him nothing. He said, "what do you mean nothing...." And asked me what it said. I told him no, it was nothing and not a dig deal. He said, "um....are you sure?" Yes I told him. I'm sure. Then he told me I better go look at it again. He showed it to me and was reading the instructions.....(how hard could it be? pee on a stick and then read whether it has two line for yes pregnant or one for not.....) But it said in the instructions that one line light might not be as dark. So I guess I am pregnant! I don't even feel at all pregnant and it hasn't sunk in yet. I will take another test in a week. I guess i just don't believe that I am.
But maybe I am!!!!!!

Another Calling

Today I got another calling....ward camp director. I asked the second counselor if he was sure and he said yes....
really, me? Ward camp director?
Good thing that it is a stake camp and not everything is up to me. I will have lots of help. I am excited. I went this last camp as a "cabin mom" and it was awesome. The youth have such strong testimonies and it definitely made mine stronger. What a great experience this is going to be.
I am also serving as the 8yr old activity day leader and am apart of the enrichment committee. They told me that if at any point I get stressed that they would release me from one of the other callings, but want to make camp director a top priority. I think that it will all work out and will be just fine.

Disappointed

Ty had promised me that today he would have the letter to the First Presidency done for the Temple cancellation. He didn't.

Starting Over

For the past 2 weeks I have felt that I need to keep up this journal. I have been blogging a lot, but not writing in my personal journal. Today is a new day. Today is a new start.
For the past 3 months I have really been wanting to go through the Temple and be sealed to My Love. Tyson is ready now, I think. We have talked a lot about it and our future family together. We want to be sealed together and we want to start our eternal family together.We have been talking a lot about a baby too. I think that we are both ready now. We have talked to the Bishop and now need to write a letter to the First Presidency asking for a Temple cancellation from Tyson's first marriage. I am really excited about this and can't wait until the day we are sealed together.
2 weeks ago in Sacrament meeting was the primary program. This years theme has been on An Eternal Family. The Spirit was so sweet in church and I knew that Tage felt it. Ever since that Sunday Tage has been saying that he is thankful for our family and that we can be together forever. I am so excited that really someday we actually will be!
So really that it what has been on my mind lately....Temple.....Family.....Love